Monday, February 18, 2008

Definitely freaking out...

I'm definitely freaking out. My to-do-list keeps growing and I don't know anything about being a mommy or going from what I was (married, career, vacation, eating person) to mommy. Being that my mom is emotionally unavailable, I'm worried that I will be that to my child (my therapist says I won't) but I'm still worried about that. There seems to be so many things to coordinate, file and get my head around but it's all sending me into spinning.

I'm definitely not ready for the breast pump. That's really really scary!!!!

1 comment:

Jamie said...

you are going to be a great mom -- 'cause if you're not, i'll kick you in the be-hind. :)